20 January 2012

Lost & Insecure

A week of tired-ness. Is that word actually exist ? 

It is the early of the holidays, sbp and mrsm results is out. Didn't manage to get in both. At first I was very happy.. but now i feel dissapointed. Who's got in ? As far as I know, An-Nisaa and Fera got in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa in Kelantan. Dini and Haziqah Ariffin got in MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba. And ada lagi dua orang yang tak dapat straight A's got in MRSM jugak. I am .. speechless. 

Semalam pagi, diaorang kata SBP results is out. So I checked. In the car. Say whuut. My hands was shivering like hell. And then the result windows pop out. Honestly, I was happy i didn't get in. Never wanted to get in SBP. Anis and Muslihah got n SBP !! Anis got in SMS Banting which is a new school and lets just hope she found S.... fingers or anything Muahaha. Muslihah got in SBPI Gombak :) She was babbling about tudung labuh and stuffs Hahaha. I thought she wouldn't mind wearing tudung labuh. Gonna miss this two kid so much. MRSM results was out on the same day but after 9 a.m. Azni, Haziqah Ariffin and Fatin checked it through sms. Afiqah's phone was a victim Haha. When the phone vibrated everyone was fucking excited and scared. Among the three, only Haziqah got in and everyone started caling their mum to know the results too. I knew the results after I called mum when I got back. I have to tell that I was really emotion-less. 

Mariam is in the town! She seems happy there :) Rasa macam Azni and Hajar rugi je because tolak Teknik after diaorang dah dapat. Puteri Aida pun seems happy there. Azni and Hajar memang rugi kan. 

Can we just get in SBP or MRSM for the 2nd intake without merayu-ing ? I hate merayu-ing. Kaklong tak pergi asrama pun boleh je dapat good results. Maybe staying is not a bad idea. But pleaseeee.. decrease the number of the students in class. 50+ is just too much. It's the first time i feel so sardin. I dreamt i got in ST 2 omg. 

Roger and out, xx.